What am I doing!?!

No matter what...I am constantly finding myself looking for reasons to pretend nothing is wrong in my life. Although...everything is wrong, or at least feels wrong. I feel like I am supposed to be somewhere else, with other people and doing something different! I think I want to live in another country and start all over! Too bad I didn't have a time maching because I would fast forward.. and maybe backward every couple days just to change things and see how they could have eneded up! TILL NEXT TIME..